I dunno...i don't even know why I'm writing this to be perfectly honest?
I guess I need to write things down and again. Maybe it's because I'm tired I seriously don't have a clue. To who ever reads this I feel sorry for you because it'll be all gobbledegook.
Today well it's been nice, My cousin graduated and well I'm really proud of him. But my uncle is like i want you to be the next person up there...cheers for that no pressure then? In myself I really want to go uni but i don't think I'm cut out for it. I can just see myself dropping out and ending up going no where :\ but anyway it's been a good day.
I see the Foo Fighters this weekend so it's all good I'm looking forward to it.
I go to Canada in 11 days so it'll get me out of this madness lol!
As for how I'm feeling... I've been fine last week or so, i don't feel to bad. Just still questioning myself, I'll get over that eventually.
The other thing is...someone who i haven't spoken to in a year mainly because of the shit things that happened well they turned up on msn list tonight i swear they'd blocked me, unless they've unblocked me just to have another shitty go at me and put me down again I assure you I won't be listening because you were the one that's practically ruined my confidence I hope you're fucking pleased with yourself?
So anyway like i said it's all gobbledegook just hope it makes sense to you cos it certainly doesn't make sense to me lol.
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