There's somethings in life that really need to be said and today is one of them.
I know somethings in life happen for a reason, but it leaves a scar on the people that you leave behind, ever since stuff happened last year, i feel that most days i find myself down, perhaps it's because i miss them, even if they knew they wouldn't care less some people have told me i'm better off without them maybe they're right, how can someone you respect just go from being such a nice person to someone who is cold and doesn't care less how you feel? No one will ever know the answer to that, even if we searched for a billion years, we'll still never know.
There is people in my life i care about and i know they actually appreciate me for who i am. I'm glad i have them.
Recently i've just felt sick and i probably know why, i did approach my family members and all i get is it's a load of crap and i don't get the support i need, i thought that's what family is for but i guess i'm just wrong. In so many ways i'm fed up with it all, i want to get back to normal but yet i've not got the support of my family it makes me feel a lot worse knowing that.
So yeah i had to get that out.
